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Pulse of the Dragon
The Truth About 'Womb Pulsing'

A  PUBLIC  APOLOGY  : :  I  WAS  DECEIVED!


I received the teachings of 'Womb Pulsing' from Padma Aon Prakasha over a period of 3 years, between 2008 - 2011.
He was never transparent regarding where this practice came from, other than to say it was "Tibetan."
I trusted him and went on to facilitate this work in good faith with many people who came in trust to my events at festivals and in my workshops.

ALL my trust was broken with this man in November of 2011.
I've chosen to publish my personal testimony of the horrific abuse suffered at his hands here in this public Facebook group. A group of extremely brave men and women came together to share our testimonies, to support the validity of journalist Be Scofield's article exposing his abuses - published on Medium in April 2018.

Tragically, even after the incredibly destructive events in 2011, I went on to continue facilitating this pulsing work, as I was still unaware of the truth regarding this practice and the full extent of his deception.

Now that I have the truth from one of the original co-founders of Pulsing, whose words I provide below, I wish to express my sincerest regrets.
I'm sorry if this work served to retraumatize you, in any way, on account of what I was not yet aware of.
Know that I held space for you with the integrity I had available to me at the time.
Clearly, I will never be providing or teaching this practice nor any other I learnt from him, in any way what-so-ever, again.

BE INFORMED that whilst Azra & Seren Bertrand of the Fountain Of Life / Womb Awakening franchise call it 'pulsing received from the shamanic Tibetan womb khandros & channelled dakinis’ (!!!), they in fact learnt 'womb pulsing' and many other practices from Padma. ("Oon Rahum" Aramaiac Mantric Womb-Breathing, The Womb Mapping Mandala exercises, The 40 day "Laws of Ma'at" process & their own distorted version The 7 Sexual Gates.)
They fail to acknowledge that they incorporate these from him and those of other people's work, without due recognition or consent.
Azra completed the first of Padma’s teacher trainings with me, Seren only completed a portion of the second round a year later.
While we certainly understand their desire to divorce themselves from our shared dark past with this character, it remains unethical, dishonest and constitutes an enormous lack of integrity to be propagating such deception, at the scale they have chosen.



It has become exceedingly evident to me that our culture is not *yet* very well trauma-informed, so there’s much that goes on in the name of so called well-intentioned “healing”, that is actually retraumatizing. 
In light of Padma's subversive malevolent intent - the full extent of which I have finally woken up to - that moves in the shadows behind everything he does, I have come to appreciate that the manner in which he has distorted the ovary / testes circuits of Tibetan Pulsing is deliberately intended to leave participants vulnerable to re-traumatization.
I believe that his manner of 'pulsing' (which is not real pulsing at all!) is designed to effect varying degrees of dissociation under the guise of so-called "embodiment". It's effect, of course, dependant on how much & what kind of trauma is already present in the body.
In my own case, I've come to appreciate that due to the sexual trauma I harboured, I was sufficiently prone to dissociation & eventually (after the initial shock of it) found this practice to be "great" primarily because it can be so enlivening.


The Truth Provided by Susanne Prabhuta, original co-founder of the Pulsing Heart Tantra body work :
 
"On my return from living in India for 12 years, teaching Tibetan Pulsing in Osho's Ashram, one day Aon Padma came to my pulsing workshop in the UK in early 2000s, and therefore experienced a few sessions from two circuits only, testes/ovaries and Hara.
I came to realise he was doing everything he could to take the work only not in the right way. Steal the work. Even though he had come to my workshops, it become clear he was trying to subjugate and dominate me and others in any way he could.
I then withdrew from any contact with him.
What followed was Padma creating the womb wisdom work, part of which he included the Tibetan pulsing. He is not a trained practitioner in the Pulsing work and over the years I have met people who tell me horror stories of how he is doing the pulsing. Please know this is not pulsing.
I need to tell all the teachers he trained to change the name from pulsing. He has no understanding of the 'pulse' or the work. This is a distortion of what is a powerful transformative energy work.
Working with the 'pulse' means just that, feeling and pulsing from the heart which is aligning you with the universal energy.
It is not supposed to be painful or brutal. The more you relax, the more you get in touch with yourself on a very deep level and what is held in the cells. It is not a BRUTAL process. In all my years of pulsing (since 1980s) no one was ever damaged or had cracked ribs.
Tibetan Pulsing or the 'pulse' is for unification, we are one, not using the power of the work for being a false guru. Being with Padma was like going back in time to the old paradigm, using so called 'spiritual mind' to terrorise, dominate in the name of love and Christ energy, Only it wasn't Christed energy.

Thank you to Faranak Mirjalili for your courage in making everyone aware of the distortion.
When I saw Anaiya's recent zoom meeting I was shocked by how far this has gone.
I am so sorry many women had to go through this, with a false teacher who used brutality and miss use of power.
From the moment of meeting Padma, my discernment grew a thousand fold.

As the female energy returns to power with the new paradigm, so women come back up through their wounds to find their voice and will no longer be attracted to such things."


www.tibetanpulsinghealing.co.uk






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